When I Was Really Losing It

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the thing that keeps me up at night is that I
feel like I have been a bad person
feel like I have failed all of my friends
and you'd be better off if I was dead
then there's the one I think about in bed
who I'm afraid that I idealize
and I can't tell if there is something there or if there's not
she controls far too many off my thoughts
my body is a broken alarm clock
when I fall to sleep the sound it makes wakes me up
it prevents me from getting close to all the people that I want
and when they leave they've got a pretty good reason
and when I wake up again it's because of the bad dreams
like my brother fucking my girlfriend or my mom dying
and when I stay up after that it's because I can't escape my fears
when the sun rises the pillows covered in tears
I fall asleep at ten am and I wake up at five
I fall asleep at ten pm and I wake up at five
normal people tend to sleep from one am to nine
I'm starting to think that I might need something prescribed


from Mobile Freedom Home, released March 26, 2014




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